ok... m actually blogging for yesterday's... cos was really tired ytd...

went for badminton early in the morning at tampinese east cc.. following that we headed to TM for lunch at the food court... den... being clueless as to where to head to next... i kinda suggested going to the airport to chill... din expect me to be saying that.. lol... and the next thing i knew... my feet were touching the floor of the airport...

funny thing is... i din noe that a police officer would actually board the bus to check for any suspicious stuff before the bus is allowed to enter deeper into changi airport... lol... ok... first time taking bus to changi airport... (im serious!)... lol... took the skytrain to T2 where we waited for quite some time before we got ourselves a table for 7... little did i know that u'd be chased outta coffee bean for studying there... hmm... y the difference compared to other eateries? anw... bought my very 1st beverage in coffe bean.. sounds dumb.. i noe... sry la! lol...

sat and talked for hours... as tho we were old buds catching up or sth... but actually.. its kinda fun juz sitting around and liaoing tian... yea... u're so not bothered bout the time at all... oh ya... and the manager was like gay lor... according to my friend... he kinda blew softly at another man who apparently appeared to be his friend... anw... could kinda tell that he was kinda gay alr... yea...

btw... changi airport is a place for the higher class of ppl... cos the stuff dere r kinda like so not suited for peasants like me... lol... except for the fast-food outlets that is... yea ok... here comes the juicy part... i really didnt know how we ended up talking bout filthy rich ppl... and how they lead their lives, etc... but i sure did learn a lesson or two bout life... yea... ok.. wadeva.. call me emo for all i care... lol...

never did i realise that the filthy rich (and i really mean filthy rich...) that we see in drama shows actually occur in reality... anw... juz take it that some r simply more fortunate than us... be it having a silver spoon in their mouths or whether they have made several sacrifices and that their efforts have been paid off, tgt with e touch of lady luck, to have came this far... but then again... this isnt the main point im trying to drive across...

call me weird or wad... but after having watched She's The Man... i was kinda inspired to live my life with an underlying principle... that is to turn my dull and mundane life into a colourful one... its a personal choice after all... theres juz so much u can do in life... so much u can get to experience... so much u can get to enjoy... so we shouldnt conform to the monotonous lifestyle tat most Singaporeans are facing, all in the name of the rat race to acheive wads best for them... along the way... we are actually missing out alot on the beauty of life... life isnt juz bout studying and securing a career... sure its impt... but wad abt the other aspects of life... u're juz gonna throw it away and play ignorant? we've all been blessed with the gift of life... and i tink we should make the most outta it... life is bliss... but the perception of life impressed on us by the education system has placed a cloud in between us and life... such that we either never knew wad was more to life or to tie us down from relishing in the blissfulness of life...

in a nutshell... dun keep studying all the time and miss out on the goodness of life...

thats all i gotta say...



woa.. today watched a video on food nutrition and learnt sth interesting : u dun need to eat meat to get proteins. wel.. basically thats wad keeps vegetarians equally strong and fit... its extremely appalling to watch the horrendous scenes where the throats of animals r slit.. with blood oozing out profusely... theres more but its juz too inhumane to say... worst than a nightmare... guess if animals knew english... slaughterhouse would mean hell for them... it really had an impact on those who watched it with their own eyes.. cos they start eating veggies and all.. lol... haha.. today sj and i ate veggies for recess and oh my... the veggies sux to the core la.. the cai fan store... lol... unexpectedly... new actually came to sit with our class for the 1st time... while eating... talked here and dere... learnt that he actually played bball, badminton and table tennis b4... LOL... had lesson till 5 sth... play ball till ard 6... and again.. i left nic in a lurch again... at the MJC bus stop waiting for his 89 to arrive... again... lol... yea well.. thats bout it... heading to dorcia's place tml for pw... yep... cannot afford to be late again!! lol... haha..

haiz... no mood to blog la... dunno y...

if i said the john they noe in tpjc isnt the real john... who would believe?

has and will thinking so much actually be beneficial to me or juz simply harm me?



wah... today very shack... the whole day i was so zombish... so dead beat... the worse part came when i started having quite a serious headache at the later part of the day... all because of the wr my group and i had to work on... late into the night... really appreciate them staying up late to accompany me and oso help out with the wr... tink slept at around 1 plus this morning and had to wake up at 6 in the morning for skool... and the worst thing is... i havent been having sufficient sleep for quite some time alr... and its doing me detriment... haiz... juz when can i get enuff sleep??

oh ya... finally managed to play bball today... altho it was like 1 period only... actually it was kinda more than enuff considering the terrible haze that seemed to have caused me to breathe harder... haiz... gotta work on my techniques...

oh ya... i cannot forget this!! haha!! today seng juong and i were like teasing jelvin to the core la... lol... cos we were like imitating the behaviour of I.Ds(ok... we noe this isnt exactly nice...) and we kinda linked it to him cos sj said he had the blurr look... haha... it all started when sj was thinking of coming up with a skit (but eventually we din want the skit) and we were like who should be the I.D in the skit... and e ans kinda came quite naturally... LOL!! hahaha!! and when sj asked mr new regarding the skit... mr new even said it himself that jelvin should act as the I.D... i mean... even a teacher commented on that... haha... now thats humourous... haha... and so sj and i juz kept teasing jel the whole time... lol... anw sj and i juz did it in the name of fun and nth else la... yup...

anw... ok... this is the emo part alr... today i was thinking to myself... all this while.. it was me who had been making life seem so complicated... so sophisticated... and i finally knew why this happened... it's becos i've been trying to make the most outta life thus this mentality kinda screwed up life instead of making it better... most of the time i was concentrating on how to make the best outta life and not live life itself... yea... its kinda like planning so much for sth and not executing it... but was i born like that? or did the world change me? altered my whole self?
instead wad i should have done was juz to simply live life... yup... juz go with life... enjoy life... removing all the rigidity in my mind and juz letting go... yea... cease all my conjuring tots... because i alr have everything... i have God with me... and thats more than everything alr... i no longer have this fear tat im missing out on sth in life... i can confidently and safely rely on this truth and not having to live life based on my own frail and feeble strength... this is wad i call Peace...

Let Go & Let God
As children bring their broken toys,
with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God,
because He is my friend.
But then instead of leaving Him
in peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help,
with ways that were my own.
At last, I snatched them back again
and cried, "How can you be so slow?"
"My child" He said, "What could i do?
You never did let go."



a few quotes to ponder about :

Each and every individual has his own pros and cons, or what we term as strengths and weaknesses. These pros and cons are well-balanced. You may be lousier at sth but better at another. Thus, dont be disheartened if u fail.

Failure is the mother of success.

Life is like cooking. Initially, the food is frozen. Thus u have to go and cook it. After it is being cooked, it is extremely hot. And after waiting for a period of time, it gets just nice to be eaten. All these happen in this specific sequence. Get it?

When u do sth, give it ur best, otherwise u're simply wasting ur time.

There's no use dwelling on the past mistakes, sure it's easier said than done, but life has to carry on. You can't alter ur past, only ur future. Just ensure u dun commit the same mistake again. That's sheer stupidity.



woke up at 10 sth this morning only to realise that i was late for my pw mtg... lol... again... im always late for my pw mtgs... sry guys... haha... so it took my quite a while to reach dorcia's hse... new hse.. yea... wow... her place is juz so cool... yea... and its HUGE... lol... very nice place... yep... had 2 bowls of home-made laksa... and it turned out to be delectable... haha... yes... BURP!!! all thanx to my bottomless pit... darn... i really gotta put this bottomless pit to the test... lol... haha... ok... haiz... was contemplating as to whether i should pick up piano lessons... its like quite a number of my friends can play and i got momentarily inspired... wel... dey say its never too late to start... but.. i simply juz cant seem to be able to interpret the notes... haiz... really like piano songs... its juz so mesmerising... yea...

had dinner with my family at great world jack's place... apparently the jack's place replaced the seoul garden dere... yup... and my dad was like encouraging and advising me to strive harder in my academics... despite me having failed once... heard their inspirational stories where they never gave up in the face of failure but instead they continued to work hard... conscientiously... and i rmb wad my dad said... it takes the right attitude and the hardwork to get u somewhere u never expect to be in... i mean... on a positive note... yea... again... i was momentarily inspired to strive harder... only this time it was for my dad... yea... well... my inspirations juz dun seem to be long-lived...

yea wel.. thats about it for today... tata!

You may not be able to change the world system , but salvation in JESUS will change the people in it .



ok... i dunno where to start... lol... cos alot's going thru my mind... and its not totally bout the fact that im on the verge of retaining... it concerns other matters... yup... all thanx to my randomness... LOL! right... lets c... ok... basically my mind is in a whirl right now? so i cant really recall wad happened today.. well... actually.. nth special happened today... yea... boring eh?

anw... i was pondering to myself regarding several issues :

1) Trust and sharing are two totally different matters.
you shouldnt mix both up. I'm not saying this because i cant be trusted or wad. But im juz trying to say... be wise in the person u choose to confide ur secrets with... yup... you wont want ur comments to be exposed do ya?

2) Sometimes things are nice to look at, but are juz too expensive for us to afford.
haha... u muz be thinking i've been shopping eh? haha... not exactly... i believe this sentence can be applied not only to things but oso to ppl... yup... go figure it out... haha... :P

3) Everyone has a soft side to themselves.
yea... even the nastiest guy on earth has a soft side... i mean... we're humans after all rite.. and we're made to be emotional and all... yea... the catch here is... how you're gonna bring the soft side of a person out... friends may appear to be nasty at times... but they're juz doing it in the name of fun... but inside... they do actually care for u... yup... dey do know how u're feeling in times of despair... yep...

4) Don't judge someone by his/her character, for u never know wad's brewing deep within. Instead look at a person's characteristics.
ok... call it cliche or wadeva... but its really true... think about it... try searching for inner beauty instead of outer beauty... for the benefits of the former will outweigh the benefits of the latter...

5) Every second spent playing on the day before the exams is every second lost for sleeping.
it gets more real the more u dun prepare in advance for exams... trust me...

6) Its better to live every min of ur life to the fullest instead of recollecting the past memories.
oh ya... let me take the chance now to tell u guys to invest in a camera... im serious... cos the benefits u reap exceeds wad u paid for... ;)

7) Success is not permanent and failure is not fatal.

8) Passion is wad drives our lives... without it.. we'll juz be "floating" around.

9) You wont noe u possess sth until u find that u have to acquire that sth.

10) There's nothing we can do abt the past but to appreciate it and learn from it...

oh ya and last but definitely not least... i juz wanna say a big THANKS to all those who really prayed for me... haiz... im juz so sad at the fact that i have to leave my friends if the nightmare comes to life...

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."



right... so i cant seem to sleep... tho its alr like 1 in the morning... and my eyes seem to be proving me wrong... anw... decided to blog... wel... dunno wad to do now anw... yea...

anw... been thinking to myself... and i guess and really really hope i've got it this time... after countless attempts... right... if u have read my previous entries.. u'll probably noe wad im talking abt... so i figured that i should leave any matters pertaining to life totally to God... let Him handle it... i'm simply not up to it... i guess humans arent really sure how they're supposed to live their lives in a meaningful way... they juz go with wad they have? or maybe im wrong... i dunno... i've tot abt this for a considerably long period of time... starting from the middle of my sec 4 days up till today... yea... so i was kinda in a situation that isnt really wad seems to be real... a "testing" period for me... anw... back to wad i was saying... i mean... look at me... i tried formulating a way to lead the most outta life... only to realise eventually that not only did i waste my precious time, u can say i practically screwed my own life... so i guess the perfect person suited for this is none other than Him... darn... wad took me so long to figure that out???

another thing is... i juz dun understand y parents have to nag? y do they have to repeat wad they've said almost everytime? not once, not twice but many times! grr... i simply cant stand nagginess... i mean first of all u're disrupting the peace and secondly, im hearing the same stuff all over again... once said is sufficient... i heard it alright... spare me the agitation... ok i noe im not supposed to whine bout parents and im supposed to cherish them no matter wad the circumstances are... well... im juz speaking my mind... thats all... i still love them... yup...

how long does an average person "emo"? and wad is ur definition of "emo"? i feel like im thinking too much alr... overboard... gotta stop thinking so much and start focusing on reality... lol... lala land... haha!

anw... i hope the "gift" ms chua has will help in promoting me... im not talking bout a physical gift here...



anw... wassup with comparing? i feel that we humans shouldnt be comparing... i mean there's gotta be a reason why some look better than others... well... thats for God to noe and for us to find out... but hey... look... did tat handsome guy do anything to get tat nice-looking face? or wad did the average-looking gal not do in order to end up with an average face? did they have a choice? i mean... we should only compare sth that is achievable by man... not sth that is beyond our reach... come on... lets put plastic surgery aside now shall we...

ok... on my way home on bus 80, 2 sec skool students boarded the bus... and i knew them... tho i was not sure they knew me not... dey are sec 5 this year... so i tot to myself... wad good is there between a sec 5 and a JC1 retainee? both have wasted a year of their life... cos by right a sec student should graduate at sec 4 and a JC1 student should advance to the next tier... anw... no offense here... but i wont like it if i went on to sec 5 or retained in JC1... i mean... i want to move on... and not lagg behind... this means my life is screwed up... ok... mayb to some it doesnt look screwed up to retain... but from my personal perspective... i simply juz dun like and dun want to retain... the tot of going off mainstream simply irks me... dun ask me y...

Quote of the day :

A man without disappointments is a man without expectations.



well... another day has passed... and i've gotten back all my results... dun wanna talk bout it... but after all, i mean i deserved it i guess... wel... not exactly actually... some incidents actually took place during the earlier part of the year which kinda diverted me away from wad was more important - my studies... well... perhaps it was a moment's folly that got me carried away... anw... i cant turn back time... no use crying over spilt milk... wad's done cannot be undone...
juz gotta continue from here... i feel so lost... i dunno where to start... where to begin picking up the pieces... probably thats wad refraining me from returning to reality... John! Wake Up! the clock's still ticking... time is passing... but i've come to a standstill... sounds dramatic? well.. it isnt when the exact same thing is happening to u... or rather... me for that matter... chanced upon ms chua(my form teacher) while walking to the foyer... she said she will help put in good words for me... but i have to ask myself this ques... do i really wanna promote or retain? assuming the principle allows me to be promoted that is... i seriously dun wanna waste another year of my life... we're talkin bout a year here alright... not juz 6 mths of wad... but it's necessary to examine wad actually made me fall... i guess it might be me being enthralled in the world of thinking and thinking... reflecting and reflecting... that robbed me of time to attend to other businesses... hmm... i dun rmb experiencing such an appalling encounter as this when i was in sec skool... and i rmb passing most of my subjects... unlike my JC results... so if i could only spend less time thinking and thinking and spend more time studying maybe i'll see a miracle happen... yea... oh ya... another thing.. im not sure if u guys have ever experienced this b4 but there's such a thing as "self-lagging"... which means u juz dun care bout anything alr... even tho everything's still taking place... so its like... ur body's present but ur mind and soul is somewhere else... yea... so i've gotta "unlagg" myself so that i can revert back to my usual self... but its truly easier said than done... cos it has kinda like become ur default mode... usually ppl's default mode is "unlagg"... yup... hope u catch wad im saying... haha...

i feel so guilty not excelling in chemistry... i mean... despite all the hardwork mrs neo has put in and in spite of the chances after chances she gave me (its not veh obvious but i can feel it) i still have not turned over a new leaf... i feel so bad cos she hasnt even chided me once this whole year and apparently i've kinda taken advantage of her soft side... haiz... she's a nice lady... dunno how to face her anymore...

oh ya... another disappointing event that occurred today was that i did below my GP expectation!!! grr... initially i tot it wasnt really a prob... tho i muz admit it was tough... but after i saw my own results with my own eyes, i could barely accept the fact... the horrendous fact... even new was kinda disappointed in me... haiz... wad proved to be promising eventually turned out to be nothing...

anw... after collecting all the papers for the day... the usual group of us went to get our arms jabbed with injection... but not literally jab... yea... the initial sight of the 3 doctors alr sent shivers down our spines... to our horror... we were like going to be jabbed on both arms simultaneously... woa... thats sth new for sure... one jab was for influenza while the other was for hep A... yup... darn... my arms still hurting from the jab... wonder is it supposed to be like tat after u've had a jab?

after the jab... went to help out with the packing of the stuffs for ocip... wow... there was actually quite some stuff donated... pack and pack... after packing... we realised we had alr used up like 10 ah mah bags for storing the stuffs... oh ya... at least im sure im still going for the trip irregardless of whether i retain or not... yup... then we headed to TM to eat crispy chicken... as usual... but this time with lesser chilli... oh ya.. went to try out the Tontoro Pork... not bad... quite nice... feel like eating famous amos cookies... after that... we left for home... took the bus 27 and 80 tis time with MK and nic... still own them 1 more time... no interest!!! haha.. oh that reminds me... i gotta go get the concession...

hmm... i've created a hypothesis today... but im not sure if its true not... i find that ppl who are in the not-so-good skools, dey actually have a heart for ppl... unlike those in the top-notch skools where all they care about is their academics and not really bother bout genuine friendships, etc... i mean... i would rather make friends who sincerely appreciate friendships... and somehow or rather... i find that there is a link between not appreciating friendships and not having a life...

maybe another reason y i was placed in TPJC is because it acts as a cushion to my downfall... imagine if i were to be studying in some good institution... and coupled with the "burden" im carrying... im afraid i might juz find life so much more strenuous and exhausting... and having to suffer a greater degree of severity... in terms of academic... which means i'll most likely be retained...

i shall let His Word do the thinking for me from now onwards... which means entrusting my life to Him... cos i've been foolish enough to lean on my own understanding... which is a far cry from wad God has prepared and planned for me... darn... y din i tink of this much earlier? and as for my part... i'll concentrate on my studies for now... and if i happen to tink again... i'll not take it so seriously anymore...

Think = Processing many tots in ur mind...

Many happenings are orchestrated by satan thru the folly of man, but God has allowed it for a purpose.





ok... today isnt exactly a day i would like history to repeat... well... who ever likes to go thru the trauma of having to receive ur utterly poor results twice... as if once isnt bad enuff... well... bio had to spoil my day 1st thing in the morning... getting a U isnt exactly fun... especially when it determines ur future... darn... wad the freak... retaining might well be wad i m gonna face... dratz... and going thru another yr of JC1 will juz simply mean wasting another yr of my life... wad good would i be from a poly or MI student? (not discriminating...) wel... really din expect sj to be passing his bio with flying colours... i mean... LOL... haha... the next paper that really shook me was the fact that i actually failed econs... which is apparently my H1 subject... crap... as if thats not bad enuff... i had juz won myself a spot at the top of my class ranking for econs... only it starts at the bottom... lol... grr... 20/50??? i mean... haiz.. i reaped wad i sowed... who else can i blame besides me, myself and I? rite... well... the next paper was rather relieving... got an A for my overall maths... tho my aim was to top the class... haha... haiz... wish i could turn back time and bask in the glory of being some maths pro... haha!! ok... this is so arrogant... haha... but i mean... i really like maths... well... it used to be my sole passion in sec skool... which accounts for the high grades i attained... haiz... hope things change for the better soon... well... these are the papers we got back today... tml's gonna be another round of ups and downs again... but most probably downs... yea... heard from sj that his friend (who is in SAJC) din do well for their promos... well... i guess i shouldnt be too happy even if i get excellent grades here... i mean... TPJC and SAJC... FAR cry... wonder how MO, CK, Iven, etc are doing at SAJC... hmm... well.. juz hope they did well...

well... today was very slack... cos basically the teachers were juz handing out the papers to be checked without going thru the answers... yea... and there were so many breaks today... not to mention the breaks were long, longer than our usual breaks... played bball with the class guys... yea... it'll be such a sad thing if i really retained (CHOY!) and wouldnt get to play bball with these guys again... i mean at least they play sports instead of juz study and study... lol... oh ya... i've gotta blog bout this... grr... today... when it was my turn at the malay stall, the lady told me there wasnt any rice left... dammit!! and im pissed at the fact that im not only famished but also becos it had to be at my turn... and apparently MK and i queued in vain... grr... went round to check the other stalls... no more rice... i mean... WTF? no rice? were the stall vendors like expecting a small crowd today? in the end... we had to settle for fishball noodles... and we had to like hasten our eating cos we were late for the next lesson... or rather period... yea... another pissing fact was that the distributing of econs paper only took up a few minutes.. and we were allowed to leave thereafter... which meant that MK and I ate in such a hurry manner for nothing... argh...

ok... so i got a bday gift from george, mk and nic... of which im not gonna reveal... cos i dun wanna humiliate myself... lol!! but i thank them for saving me the trouble to go get the stuff... lol.. and sparing me of the embarrassment of having to ask my dad for the thing... but i dunno how to use it... lol... haha... oh ya.. MK... how's ur lovey-duvey bolster and pillow... HAHA!! nice one, george and nic... :D

hmm... i wonder when will odac and table tennis resume... lol... have only gone for one table tennis training so far... and u can say odac has had only 1 training too... grr... i'd rather wear the CJC odac shirt... but i guess im not fit too... i mean... literally as well... haha...

anw... gonna take my vaccination in light of the upcoming OCIP trip to Cambodia... yup... cant imagine me taking two injections on the same day... OUCH!! never liked needles... especially when it's gonna be poked into ur flesh... muz rmb to bring health booklet...

for now... im gonna focus on chinese and pw... and not let my mind get distracted with any other matters... musnt let wad happened to my promos happen to my A levels chinese as well as PW... cant take the risk now... wont wanna bear the pain...

haiz... i noe wad exactly caused my downfall... it's me giving up life and losing the drive for life... after a stupid question popped into my mind... i noe it may sound dumb or trivial to u... but this has had impacted my life so great an extent that i have completely undergone a 360 degree change... even i can feel it... and one of the adverse side effects is me declining in my schoolwork... have always tried to search for the formula to living life to the fullest... but my answer never came... till this day... and coupled with the fact that i have always been heavily burdened by this question " How am i to strike a balance between God and meeting the never-ending demands of the world? Where do i draw the line? "... I seriously need any bit of enlightenment i can gather...

haha... tuesday was fun... celebrated MK and amanda's bday tgt... yup... double the fun... haha! went to george's place to have a bbq... had a massive food fight... lol... now that's fun... haha... initially it started out as charcoal "painting"... then it evolved to smearing of cake la... margarine la... and even satay sauce... (peter... sounds familiar? haha...) and everyone got their own little "shower" compliment from everyone... haha... darn... i could feel the water collecting at my underwear la!! thanx to nic... lol... after that... it started to rain... heavily... tat was juz when ms chua arrived at the scene... lol... we den went to george's hse where we played this game Zong1 Zi2 mi4 mah3 (lol... i dunno whether the hanyu pinyin correct not) yea.. and the person who forfeited gets his/her arms drawn with markers... yup... lol... im juz so lucky to be the 1st guinea pig... haha! but it was fun tho... yep... i should consider myself quite lucky alr cos the people sitting beside me were wynne and cheryl... haha... after playing till like 10.15pm... we decided to go home... yup... haha.. all in all... it was a rather fun day... juz tat no one got dunked into the pool... crap... especially MK and amanda.. haha!! anw.. we were alr like drenched to the skin due to the downpour... yea...

ok damn! i've been spending like the past hour or more trying to upload the photos... grr... wads wrong?!?! anw... thanx to those who introed me photobucket... which made life so so much easier... wah...

alritez... here's the photos that i took, or rather michelle (my photographer!! haha...) during the bbq... here goes :














































lol... ok... i have no idea y the idea of wanting to blog keeps surfacing in my mind... anw... woke up this morning with a rather frightening dream... i dreamt of myself reading the paper where the results of the promos were tabulated on... and to my horror, i actually had two of my sciences (H2) failed... which implies im gonna retain!!! crap... and the thing was... the scenario which is still in my head was simply too vivid not to have been forgotten... dratz... dun tell me de javu... anw... muz be the over worrying of the promo results ba... gotta stop worrying but its really easier said than done... worrying is a sin!! yea... so to all of u guys out dere who really cant curb ur worrying... juz tell urself that there's really nth worry can do to improve the situation... but juz create more headaches for u... yup...

right... im supposed to get myself all groomed up... as in... not for some grand event or wad... but juz to make myself look slightly better? been wanting to do that for quite some time alr but juz too lazy to go about doing it... i dun really ask for much tho... yep... ok... so... i've gotta get myself a new hairstyle... still pondering bout which style really suits me... hope the hairstylist does a good job.. lol... next up... is me wearing jeans? lol... i've hardly wore jeans in my life... which is so contradictory to people who have been wearing jeans their whole lifetime... lol... but... do jeans really make u look nicer? or is it ok to stick to boardshorts? which i feel is so much more comfortable... haha... lol... seriously... im a fool when it comes to fashion... would really appreciate some help here... lol... and lastly... i noe i shouldnt be blogging bout this cos i noe many ppl will laugh bout it... i tink i gotta get some lotion to make my face slightly less dark? (DUN LAUGH!!!) cos its really too dark alr.. i feel... haiz... oh ya... gotta change my specs frame cos its alr wearing out and i was tinking maybe its high time to change my specs to white (lol)... liddat contrasting mah... ok... wadeva...

oh ya... gotta get as many photos of class peeps as possible... cos... im gonna embark on a mission... a mission so possible it's impossible... ok... crap... no la... juz wanna create a cd which contains a video of all the photos of me and my class peeps!!! yup... think it'll be so cool... and i've always longed to do this... cos it really gives this "sentimental" feeling... yea...

alritez... guess i gotta stop blogging for now... gotta head to george's hse for the bday party!! yep... wow... time really flies man... can still rmb last fri when we were waiting in anticipation for this day to arrive and tada! it's finally here...

ok... im off!! :D



ok... this entry is entirely dedicated to my bday... which apparently i havent been able to blog about till now... yup... the things that happened on my bday, starting from 12am onwards... :

(the following are arranged in order and in sequence) :

- heard the news about steve irwin's death
- chatted on the phone with sarah tan and ken soh
- went to skool at 11 to help out with the "ms chua" book (which i only rmb cutting the border for sth) lol...
- got a fhm magazine for my bday as a present (thanx to george and nic) haha... lol... sshh... ah btw ar... i DUN read fhm mags ar... yea...
- got a bday cake from those ard tat day in skool (thanx so much guys!)
- got smashed in e face by nic with a slice of cake
- went for lunch with parents at jack's place
- went home to nap for 2.5hrs
- went to meet sean (working) at watson's hougang mall with jon neo
- went to the wrong place and got jagged (LOL!!!)
- waited for quite some time b4 sean could leave
- went to a chinese restaurant in new park hotel which is located in farrer park
- had ala carte buffet dinner which was heavily subsidised by uncle kk
- went home and chatted on msn till 12 am while counting down to the end of my bday
- chatted with ken soh and sarah tan till bout 3+am e next morning

well... that's how my 17th bday was spent... i hope it was worthwhile...

oh... b4 i leave... i've conjured a list of things u could actually do for bdaes!

- spend $$$ (aka shopping)
- hanging out wif friends
- eating (burp!)
- catching a movie
- going to the beach
- pool, bowling, etc (quite normal tho...)
- grab a few pals and go to some1's hse to chill, order pizza and juz have a movie marathon at the hse
- check out the interesting places in S'pore
- organise a bday party for some1's bday
- lastly, have loads of fun and feel happy! =)



right... so i figured the "Title" box doesnt actually work... well.. guess im finally here... bloggin' alr... cant believe im actually doing this... haha... m i suppose to feel happy? lol... wow.. i guess this marks the beginning of something great that is to come... yea... haha... i hope.. lol.. man... im making this sound so prestigious when its juz some other blog... ok wadeva... hmm... where m i gonna start? well... basically the main reason y i wanted to start a blog is becos i felt it is a good platform where i can really pour out my heartfelt feelings and tots... yea... and basically its bout putting down the events in ur life in black and white... which would ultimately sum up to a book... yea... life's a book... ur book... my book... it's really how well u wan ur book to be written... sounds familiar? (natasha bedingfield - unwritten) thats y i named my blog "mystory-mybook-mylife" yup... well... me writting the first entry of this blog aint gonna happen again... wel.. tats y dey say some things in life only occur once... and its such incidences that we should really cherish... ok... crap... gettin too emo here...

anw... i chose this skin for my blog cos i really like to be simple... and orange is my favourite colour!! yep... actually... i feel that the main objective of a blog is its entries... not so much on the decorative aspect... yup... but decorations do really help to liven the blog up... haha... ok... enuff of thrash talk... lol...

well... im really kinda scared of the promo results... cos i can frankly say i din do my best... of which i could have attained if not for my darn procrastination... im kinda like a person who plans everything out nicely... but the problem comes in when i dun execute wad i've planned... that's my major prob... grr... so well of cos there's this fear of retaining... darn... since when have i feared such a fear... little did i expect this to happen... who ever tot of retaining in sec skool and pri skool? lol... i dun wanna waste another yr of my life man... duhz...

Chinese A levels is round the corner... tho it may seem kinda far from now... trust me... time really flies when u take ur eyes away from the clock... beta start revising now and not let my procrastination get the beta of me this time... OH... did i mention pw.. wa... thats another major headache... not forgetting on top of that i still have SL and OCIP!!! oh man... hols? yea rite....

anw... in the midst of my 'hectic' schedule... i ought to relax and let my hair down... right? well... gonna grab some huge eaters and go on a food hunt... yay! any intro for great buffet places with affordable prices??? den i shall indulge in anderson's ice cream.. haha.. beta use the voucher before it expires.. is anderson ice cream nice? after that.. gonna head to the Wallet Shop to grab wadeva catches my attention cos.. my Wallet Shop vouchers gonna expires soon... wow.. guess everything fits... haha... incentives to relax after promos... tho i still feel i dun deserve to be relaxing... at all...

right... woke up at 9.20am today... den headed to Hougang Sports Hall to have a game of badminton with MK and blackie (nic).. haha... and i had to play on an empty stomach (oh if u havent heard bout it... im like always hungry... no idea y but yea... lol...) hafta say a big THANX to sheena for lending me her badminton racket... haha.. i feel so honoured using it... haha!! and i still have yet to return it to her... haha.. hope ya dun mind... :D anw... met hanpin ( my SRJC 1st 3 mths orientation group friend ) at the sports hall... wow.. was kinda surprised.. haha.. cos i din expect him to be 1) playing badminton and 2) at Hougang sports hall... yup... anw.. heard dere's gonna be a sparta zeta chalet... hmm... any updates?? didnt really play tat well cos my hand was still slightly hurting from the previous game of badminton last fri... yea... tat time george was present... after that... when to hougang mall to have lunch... had satay beehoon... oh my.. so unhealthy la.. "harm" la... liver la... i dunno.. juz gives me e impression its not healthy food.. lol... after lunch, we headed to grab a cup of bubble tea each... and dammit... some nan chiau gal stared and told us off by saying that we cut her queue... pls la... we're not unethical ppl... she's like standing at the side of the counter and we're suppose to noe that she's in the queue? wadeva.... had crispy chicken (as usual) and we took 27 to tampines.. along the way... i had some difficulty trying to drink my bubble tea (MK and nic... u guys beta watch out!!!) haha... we went up the bus with our food, happily thinking we could eat in peace... little did we expect a man in light green uniform (bus conductor) to board the bus!! darn it!! of all buses and of all time... and according to MK and blackie.. this is the 1st time it happened and this was the 1st time i was boarding a 27... juz my luck... luckily i finished the crispy chix but i had to so called hide my bubble tea... argh... y muz he board e bus??? thruout the whole journey i had no choice but to halt my drinking... grr...

so we had our OCIP mtg.. yea.. from 215 to ard 5pm... man... logistics aint fun ya noe... anw... after the mtg.. e 3 of us took 81 home... argh... i feel so guilty having them to board 81 with me... okok... i promise i will sit 27 with both of u TWICE... only twice ar... no more wan less oso can.. lol... haha... along the journey... i tink some1 was angry at me... cos i din live up to my reputation being a friend... especially when they've done their part... well... i inferred that from the naunces of the tone he used... call me sensitive or wad... but im not sure if my hypothesis is true or not... ok... anw... i dun tink he's that kinda petty actually... i hope...

oh ya.. now i noe y i have not been placed in SAJC... its all planned out.. and now i've finally seen it... well... after reading iven's blog... i'm rather convinced that he's more comfortable with christianity and the rest of my SAS friends... well.. i guess God's using this as a way to change and make a difference in the lives of these people... which is good... yea... i mean.. the chrisitian culture/atmosphere in SAJC could well be used for evangelism... yup... u neva noe... haha... another reason is i guess its time to start acting like an ambassador for Christ? especially in an environment where the Christian culture isnt so rich yet... yea...

well... that about wraps up wad i wanted to say... yea... looking forward to today when we would really have fun "torturing" MK... haha!! actually.. any1 could be the next target... it all works beneath the surface... hope u noe wad i mean.. yup... before i go... i'll leave a quote for today...

Live every moment of ur life to the fullest, not forgettin the people around u. Some things tat are lost simply cannot be retrieved in life, so dun regret. :D

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