back from cambodia... these 13 days have really flew past and before i knew it... i was alr boarding the plane back to singapore... days passed like the falling of leaves... well... they say everything that has a beginning has an end... wel.. i hate endings!! i miss every single bit of the trip... though very taxing but the joy of service really overwhelms every tinge of fatigue... i juz cant bring myself to letting go of the trip and moving on with life... time is ticking the very moment im recollecting the fond memories of the trip... indeed a race against time... well... i told myself: tinking bout the past wont retrieve the past, wont rewind time back to the day we were boarding the plane for siem reap... as long as i have given my 100% that'll be the most i could've done to redeem the fact that time is always ticking... there is no way we can escape from the fact that time is always running... time waits for no man... well... borrowing from my previous entry... u cant do anything bout the past except to learn from it and to appreciate it... Lord... is there any other way to convince me to let go of this trip... it's really taking a toil on me... yes... i have no doubts that this trip was a meaningful/fruitful/fulfilling one... and i noe life has gotta move on... but i dunno wad's holding me back... i guess wad's holding me back is the fact that this whole trip... the whole arrangement... every single moment... every single bit of it... wont ever happen the exact same way again as it did for the past 13 days... i juz thank God for giving me this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity... an opportunity so special that it really melts the heart of one... anw.. the cuts i have sustained during the trip would be little reminders of me being in cambodia... for once.. im happy to be injured... lol... ok... lemme go mull bout the past a lil while more b4 i enter reality... bye...

this is juz the beginning, there's more to be done...

went to catch Step Up with iven peh.. cos the rest of our gang were unavailable.. either hols or watched alr.. lol.. heard it was a very good show.. bout dancing and stuff.. sad thing is.. half my mind was on cambodia.. the other half on the show.. sigh.. tot movie therapy could help ease the heart break.. din work for me tho.. needed a stronger dose.. caught up with iven.. seems like he's really busy with council stuff.. yea.. well.. guess being a councilor isnt a walk in the park after all..

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went to collect the race stuff for the Standard Chartered Marathon 2006 on sunday.. the day i arrived in singapore from cambodia.. seems like this SCM is kinda a huge event.. need to go suntec expo hall to collect the race pack.. lol.. 1st time taking part in this marathon.. haha.. actually the reason for taking part is to enjoy the 20% discount for addidas merchandises.. and the free singlet.. and bag.. haha! ok.. cheapskate.. wadeva.. lol.. paid $35 ok! woa.. hmm.. maybe participate next yr as volunteer.. haha.. would the incentives be more enticing? haha..

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