wah... today very shack... the whole day i was so zombish... so dead beat... the worse part came when i started having quite a serious headache at the later part of the day... all because of the wr my group and i had to work on... late into the night... really appreciate them staying up late to accompany me and oso help out with the wr... tink slept at around 1 plus this morning and had to wake up at 6 in the morning for skool... and the worst thing is... i havent been having sufficient sleep for quite some time alr... and its doing me detriment... haiz... juz when can i get enuff sleep??

oh ya... finally managed to play bball today... altho it was like 1 period only... actually it was kinda more than enuff considering the terrible haze that seemed to have caused me to breathe harder... haiz... gotta work on my techniques...

oh ya... i cannot forget this!! haha!! today seng juong and i were like teasing jelvin to the core la... lol... cos we were like imitating the behaviour of I.Ds(ok... we noe this isnt exactly nice...) and we kinda linked it to him cos sj said he had the blurr look... haha... it all started when sj was thinking of coming up with a skit (but eventually we din want the skit) and we were like who should be the I.D in the skit... and e ans kinda came quite naturally... LOL!! hahaha!! and when sj asked mr new regarding the skit... mr new even said it himself that jelvin should act as the I.D... i mean... even a teacher commented on that... haha... now thats humourous... haha... and so sj and i juz kept teasing jel the whole time... lol... anw sj and i juz did it in the name of fun and nth else la... yup...

anw... ok... this is the emo part alr... today i was thinking to myself... all this while.. it was me who had been making life seem so complicated... so sophisticated... and i finally knew why this happened... it's becos i've been trying to make the most outta life thus this mentality kinda screwed up life instead of making it better... most of the time i was concentrating on how to make the best outta life and not live life itself... yea... its kinda like planning so much for sth and not executing it... but was i born like that? or did the world change me? altered my whole self?
instead wad i should have done was juz to simply live life... yup... juz go with life... enjoy life... removing all the rigidity in my mind and juz letting go... yea... cease all my conjuring tots... because i alr have everything... i have God with me... and thats more than everything alr... i no longer have this fear tat im missing out on sth in life... i can confidently and safely rely on this truth and not having to live life based on my own frail and feeble strength... this is wad i call Peace...

Let Go & Let God
As children bring their broken toys,
with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God,
because He is my friend.
But then instead of leaving Him
in peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help,
with ways that were my own.
At last, I snatched them back again
and cried, "How can you be so slow?"
"My child" He said, "What could i do?
You never did let go."

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