right... so i cant seem to sleep... tho its alr like 1 in the morning... and my eyes seem to be proving me wrong... anw... decided to blog... wel... dunno wad to do now anw... yea...

anw... been thinking to myself... and i guess and really really hope i've got it this time... after countless attempts... right... if u have read my previous entries.. u'll probably noe wad im talking abt... so i figured that i should leave any matters pertaining to life totally to God... let Him handle it... i'm simply not up to it... i guess humans arent really sure how they're supposed to live their lives in a meaningful way... they juz go with wad they have? or maybe im wrong... i dunno... i've tot abt this for a considerably long period of time... starting from the middle of my sec 4 days up till today... yea... so i was kinda in a situation that isnt really wad seems to be real... a "testing" period for me... anw... back to wad i was saying... i mean... look at me... i tried formulating a way to lead the most outta life... only to realise eventually that not only did i waste my precious time, u can say i practically screwed my own life... so i guess the perfect person suited for this is none other than Him... darn... wad took me so long to figure that out???

another thing is... i juz dun understand y parents have to nag? y do they have to repeat wad they've said almost everytime? not once, not twice but many times! grr... i simply cant stand nagginess... i mean first of all u're disrupting the peace and secondly, im hearing the same stuff all over again... once said is sufficient... i heard it alright... spare me the agitation... ok i noe im not supposed to whine bout parents and im supposed to cherish them no matter wad the circumstances are... well... im juz speaking my mind... thats all... i still love them... yup...

how long does an average person "emo"? and wad is ur definition of "emo"? i feel like im thinking too much alr... overboard... gotta stop thinking so much and start focusing on reality... lol... lala land... haha!

anw... i hope the "gift" ms chua has will help in promoting me... im not talking bout a physical gift here...

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